I woke up two hours ago and I couldn’t get back to sleep. I have no idea why, because I’m so goddamn tired. I’ve never really felt like this – every instinct in my body is telling me to go sleep, but once I get to it, no one’s participating. My mind’s running at a hundred miles per hour about nothing and everything. At one point I started obssessing about a poker hand I lost while playing three months ago. I hate poker. So I’m thinking that lying in bed alone with my thoughts is probably not a good idea for me, so I got up to do…something…anything.

I tried to kill off my computer assignment. Got about an hour’s worth of work in…but I couldn’t really do it. I just can’t think right now. I’ll have to try it again after some sleep, that I will eventually (hopefully) get. I gave the sleep thing another go, but I got nothing. I feel like I’m jet-lagged. I seriously consider drugging myself…but I don’t know what I can drug myself with. I’m a chemistry major, by the way.

So I made a new layout. I don’t know why. I also fixed all the links…everywhere. Everything that should work should work.

http://wambag.com/blog.php?xp

Ugh, I want to die. I hope I’m not sick. I really don’t need to be dealing with a random disease on top of everything I got already. I already need to get my wisdom teeth yanked sometime this summer, and I don’t even know where I can fit that in. I need an extra week to be given to me so I can catch up on all these things and just get some rest.

Hey, I think the sun’s coming up! I think I’m just going to go lie in bed and try not to kill myself. Birds…so…noisy…eygh.